the space between

another day has passed, with me still feeling lost where am i headed? what should i do ? what should i achieve ? who should i go to? another night so vast, with my thoughts running fast why did i change? to be what i have become where did i go wrong , that changed your point of view another time in the past, a few years have elapsed why did i believe? in every thought you knew nobody wants me , Darling, where are you ? another dream that didn't last, my memory has collapsed struggling to begin the race, i used to lead Now, what would i want ? when i don't know what i need what more do i say ? word's left very few  My life's come to an end, while you start something new ...

deep within my soul there is nothing but the two of us, together , forever Deep within my soul i can see the hills, by the river, yellow daisies scenting the horizon when i hold your hand to kiss, you envelope my arms as you close your eyes there is no fear, no insecurity of separation Nothing else but the two of us deep within my soul together forever the land with its people and scarcity time and existence and diversity becomes no more a part of me when i look deep inside, i find just the two of us within ,  with the sun shining upon us there is nothing in between , The sun sets, moon light shines upon you, all i can see is every bit of  your skin as it holds me , time has stopped, existence derailed , the shadows disappear and everything comes to an end . in this picture of us together, forever deep within my soul 

As i wake up to another day , As i sit up and breathe again All the time, i have been alone in bed, all the time, you have been gone away i have been trying to learn , all the things you asked me to, and every moment i get closer so you know the truth is i miss you so !!! As i walk past those roads again where i stumbled, and you held me, as i do all the things we did watching the sun set and getting wet in the rain i have been trying to walk alone, the roads you wanted to and every time i don't know where to go the truth is i miss you so As i smile to what is said thinking of the way you would say to me when they ask me why i am alone yet? i just smile, saying, god will bring it back to me but when i retire alone in bed with tears down my eyes, wondering when you will hold me As i ponder, where you are? Imagining you next to me, with your hand through my hair I have been trying to feel alive, though i know i am just dead i shouldn't have let you g