the space between

Once the supreme suddenly realized Its too lonely being the only life Let me think of the land, water, fire and air And bring forth creation and the atmosphere Then it thought why is it just me ? Let me assume the “you” and the “we” All these divisions , and these diversifications Made the original “ ME” submerge into oblivion Who would believe? That an act of intelligence Will render chaos, Confusion and obstruction Now who cares what happens to the “you” and the “we” All that matters is the “mine” and the “me” . The law of survival had three essentials Water, food and air that we breathe Creator created all in abundance And land to walk on was available free What can I call my own? What should I leave ? Tell me what belongs to you and what belongs to me ? With millions starving, how can it suffice? Ignoring their misery, all of “us” We feed What piece of land I build as my home? With thousand homeless and sleeping on

Nothing in this world seems real Nothing in this world interests me what can I do with my own will every moment I am alive seems like an eternity where was I headed and where have I been led cant find no happiness and nothing makes me sad When will I be dead ? Oh Lord ! whats the point of this creation ? On top of that you created me All is divided in terms of color, into nations Where is your abode , I could never see Every moment in this world seems like an eternity What should I want and what is it that I need ? I thought with my heart , could never think with my head When will I be dead ? Whats in store tomorrow ? and what occurred in the past ? where can it take me ? what should I achieve that lasts with every smile and with every tear down my eyes My body reacts or someone cries inside of me I am not sure of who I am , whats my identity ? Every moment in this world seems like an eternity Am I plain ignorant? or am I just too well read god ! how long can I

i am all alone, in this world all by myself, fighting to survive noone knows what i have been through noone even tries why?? i smile,with tears beneath my eyes but if only i could cry you left me, with nothing to hold onto and i gave up on all things that brought me this far all alone ,trying to bring out the best in me they say what a nice guy why?? i smile, with tears beneath my eyes but if only i could cry i dont know where i am going dont know where you are gone alone, i get up everyday and alone i sleep at night noone's by my side why?? i smile, with tears beneath my eyes but if only i could cry its me and your love that i behold there is nothing else that i can feel its alone i have lived its alone that i would die why? i smile with tears beneath my eyes but if only i could cry

aah what an interesting story from where i started and where i have reached among the smiles, among the laughter in the sadness of love i was after through the ravines of changes me meandered till the end to win? free falling to the ground, god ! what a crafter in the sadness of love i was after the lovely green pastures elude desert of emptiness within flowing through the river of life like a rafter in the sadness of love i was after on the twin sides of past and the future lie the domains of the rights and the wrongs stuck in the present of the promise i asked her in the sadness of love i was after from the warmth of the lamp by me she vanished out of the horizon one day by this cliche called time i lost her in the sadness of love i was after in the arms of another i found her in the sadness of love i was after by the wish of the merciful master all i have left is memories in the sadness of love i was after 

love is a curse that stops time and never lets you forget your past time is a notion, helps you console that everything will pass past is a vengeful enemy , that makes you regret who you are while future is the devil, you wish, to see, you wouldnt last death is the hard to achieve fantasy, you assume will bring everything to end god is the faith to perceive losses as more of wins you are the mystery , i have still failed to unlock i am the river, that just keeps on flowing on a lost, lonely path we are the two ends of an everlasting road, between us a distance that there is ever will the road bend to make the two ends meet ? such thoughts have no beginning, nor i know where they will end intelligence borrowed, body assumed, life conceived . to whom do these thoughts belong and what truth should i believe what you should i look for ? what else should i let go ? these thoughts alone constitute bondage, while i was forever free there was never me, there is no me !!! 

another day has passed, with me still feeling lost where am i headed? what should i do ? what should i achieve ? who should i go to? another night so vast, with my thoughts running fast why did i change? to be what i have become where did i go wrong , that changed your point of view another time in the past, a few years have elapsed why did i believe? in every thought you knew nobody wants me , Darling, where are you ? another dream that didn't last, my memory has collapsed struggling to begin the race, i used to lead Now, what would i want ? when i don't know what i need what more do i say ? word's left very few  My life's come to an end, while you start something new ...

deep within my soul there is nothing but the two of us, together , forever Deep within my soul i can see the hills, by the river, yellow daisies scenting the horizon when i hold your hand to kiss, you envelope my arms as you close your eyes there is no fear, no insecurity of separation Nothing else but the two of us deep within my soul together forever the land with its people and scarcity time and existence and diversity becomes no more a part of me when i look deep inside, i find just the two of us within ,  with the sun shining upon us there is nothing in between , The sun sets, moon light shines upon you, all i can see is every bit of  your skin as it holds me , time has stopped, existence derailed , the shadows disappear and everything comes to an end . in this picture of us together, forever deep within my soul 

As i wake up to another day , As i sit up and breathe again All the time, i have been alone in bed, all the time, you have been gone away i have been trying to learn , all the things you asked me to, and every moment i get closer so you know the truth is i miss you so !!! As i walk past those roads again where i stumbled, and you held me, as i do all the things we did watching the sun set and getting wet in the rain i have been trying to walk alone, the roads you wanted to and every time i don't know where to go the truth is i miss you so As i smile to what is said thinking of the way you would say to me when they ask me why i am alone yet? i just smile, saying, god will bring it back to me but when i retire alone in bed with tears down my eyes, wondering when you will hold me As i ponder, where you are? Imagining you next to me, with your hand through my hair I have been trying to feel alive, though i know i am just dead i shouldn't have let you g

Where do i go from here? where would i end? No matter how fast i run, i will come back to from where i begin How do i do whats right ? what is his plan ? No matter what i believe, what seemed right then is now a sin. What do i seek from life ? what would i earn ? No matter what i gain , death consumes, all that's left is within So let me be by your side To bring this all to end No matter i live or i die, its only you that i want There is no fear, there is no time to which i will succumb i may live or i may die, its only you that i want So when i die, for the love that was mine i will be born again and again to see if love can win my love can win let me be by your side.. Love is all there is within...

this year and the years to come  may you evolve like a flower and shine like the sun  it may be this life or lives to come  may you realize the truth and have regrets none. may you believe in urself, may you forgive all the rest  may you become so strong, your patience even pain cant test  may you spread love and cheer, and give more than you get  may they let you live , the way you be them let  may I be there to hold all ur tears in this life and the next  and the bond we share, binds us till all of us exist  may i be there for you, always and forever  not only this life , but our souls die never  i bless you with serenity, i bless you with love ,  we may not be very near , but we are never too far .. 

i tried and tried, till i could fight no more  i burnt and burnt, the "me" of which i was so sure  i changed and changed, till 'you' appeared in me  i am lost, but will i ever cry again ? i chased and chased, till your dreams became mine  i waited and waited, till i lost all sense of time  i hoped , i hoped, rejoicing all mundane  i Try, but will i ever cry again ?  i hold, i hold,all this that comes to an end  i build, i build, huge castles from the sand  i seek, i seek , life, but all in vain   i love,but will i ever cry again ? i cried and cried, till the tears fell no more i sulked and sulked, waiting for you at the door i thought and thought why?, till the mind could feel no pain i am still alive, but will i ever cry again ?

thought long and hard about who i really am? and after continous study, i realised, i am not the body, it is just a covering controlled by the senses, i am not the senses, it is controlled by the mind, i cant be the mind, it dies with the body, and is not present during deep sleep, then who am i ? i could be the life force which keeps the body alive, but it must be controlled by something else, which is still alive when the body dies, what is it? i know it is the soul. and through study i know it is consciousness, pure awareness, intelligence. so i am this intelligence with no form. which makes me aware of my existence and others, its the eye of the eye, mind of the mind, and ear of the ear, it supports all, yet noone supports it, then i thought, to be aware of something else ,there needs to be consciousness there as well, just like to see something there needs to be light at both the places. so i find me the consciousness cognizing something with consciousness, and ofcourse this cons

Why you seek happiness? Because the urge comes from the deepest level, your real Nature.  But because your sense-organs are having outward-going tendencies, you seek that happiness in the outside world.  You desire an object, you obtain it, and you get the happiness that you seek. But you have never examined where that happiness comes from.  If you will allow your mind to examine it in the right manner, I am sure you will find that that happiness which you suppose you derive from sense-objects is not derived from sense objects but is your real nature.   I will prove to you how it is so: If happiness were intrinsic in sense object, it must always be giving you happiness, from babyhood up till death.  But that is not your experience….The object which gave you happiness in the childhood and when you were a young man, ceases to give you happiness when you grow old. Something else takes its place.  Thus you find that happiness is not intrinsic in the sense-objects….Likewise,

here i start afresh, ready to enter the world again, after the time off to find myself in me but there is nothing i can lose now, nothing i can win where do i begin ? i vanquished love, fame, wealth and desire to achieve peace, solace, and knowledge higher but,what is to do now? what is to gain ? nothing gives me pleasure, and nothing can give me pain there is no one to see, no one to talk to nothing i need , nothing i want to when all hopes have ceded, what should i attain? nothing gives me pleasure and nothing can give me pain money gives me power and people give me support  to satisfy the senses and conquer the world But, when the self is all there is , then what else remains nothing gives me pleasure, and nothing can give me pain i had spent my life seeking love ,and then i found you.. To live your every thought was all i could ever do . But, when the self alone is real, even all you is, but vain nothing gives me pleasure, and nothing gives me pain ..  whe

in the beginning, there was nothing, This is what i believe, and as they say, from a thought we were born, life is as we think, we make in my childhood i could never think in my youth, i only swayed and as i thought, it never happened now when i think, i look back again who were i ? when it all started? who am i as i think today ? how many bodies from have I parted? and what will i become when i part again ? the first birth, had a purpose, divine will , so as to say With my own thinking, i drifted from the given rights and the given ways what was it that i wanted ? what is it that made me wait ? oh all these wants and these pleasures that took all this precious time away who am I ? the resurrected? what role was i here to play ? why cant i see all that happened? to make me what i am today ? i am a man as i think so they are the gods, to whom we pray with all these minds together thinking which is the thought that rules as it may what can i choose to

the space between : i am a thought

I AM JUST A THOUGHT i was thought of a long time ago, all along with many seeds that were sown I never had a name, nor identity any in an instant , that one became too many the body, the traits , the looks were put in place , and all that i would do, all that i would face while in the beginning i knew from where i sprang but amidst confusion, i forgot who i am? the thoughts kept moving and i lived all for gains and kept succumbing to the different kinds of pains limited, yet unlimited, the thought in itself started to think and for generations embodied all in an instant wink forever ignorant , thoughts turned to perpetual wants performing actions, with emotions riding the horns shining in this illusory world with pleasure and pain well defined I realized, seeking them is a waste of time Willingly, the thinking itself sunk in the thought lucidly revealing all i am not !!!! when the mind itself ceases to exist i am a thought that disappears in the mist