when will i be dead ?

Nothing in this world seems real
Nothing in this world interests me
what can I do with my own will
every moment I am alive seems like an eternity
where was I headed and where have I been led
cant find no happiness and nothing makes me sad
When will I be dead ?

Oh Lord ! whats the point of this creation ?
On top of that you created me
All is divided in terms of color, into nations
Where is your abode , I could never see
Every moment in this world seems like an eternity
What should I want and what is it that I need ?
I thought with my heart , could never think with my head
When will I be dead ?

Whats in store tomorrow ? and what occurred in the past ?
where can it take me ? what should I achieve that lasts
with every smile and with every tear down my eyes
My body reacts or someone cries inside of me
I am not sure of who I am , whats my identity ?
Every moment in this world seems like an eternity
Am I plain ignorant? or am I just too well read
god ! how long can I sustain, living all that is predestined
Why am I still alive , when will I be dead ????   

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