choice

today, as it stands infront of me
what is it my eyes really want to see?
what do my ears really want to hear ?
what is it my heart really wants to feel?
to all these questions i have no answer
what is that one wish i really want to conquer?

yesterday, as it went past in a blink of an eye
what was it that i really wanted to achieve ?
what was wrong that i wanted to make right ?
what did i become ? what i wanted to be ?
to all that was brought and all the other
what is that one wish i really want to conquer?

standing still, too scared to scroll down the pages
of tomorrow as they will unfold infront of me
one step of courage or a step full of conviction
what do i fear? and what truth convinces me ?
as much as i try to get near me , i go farther
what is that one need i fulfill? lord!! my father !!!

moments swish by like flashes of lightning
while i am left wondering where do i fit in ?
hope floats on the surface of the ocean
i strive hard to reach it and it sinks
freedom from dismay and pleasure i endeavor
Devoid of intentions, between freedom and bondage i suffer

i choose life, i'd choose death rather
i am lost, i chose neither




Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

solitude is bliss

Solitude is Bliss !! Born alone into the womb of a mother, Away from friends, family and the mix The world full of its diversifications Never knew all of it exists A convergence of flesh, hair and bones, I could have given a miss Solitude is bliss !! A chapter of nomenclature and belonging In a world of myriad beings A lecture on the do’s and the don’t’s With the seen and the unseen Mind put through constant learning with conditioning in the mix Solitude is bliss !! Building connections on the way with the various manifestations you meet alone one is lonely togetherness is what we should seek understanding diversity and their confusions makes me sick solitude is bliss !! Running towards the aspirations The desires I need to fulfill An array of emotions, of love With the one, to make me complete But nothing lasts forever, burnt to ashes is my every wish Solitude is bliss !! Ignorant in the womb, of existence Indifferent under the wh
Read more

Moment I cant get out of !

Moment I cant get out of !   I sensed the touch from the look in her eye I felt the pain from the pause in her smile Two hearts conjoined in the aura of her smell The unspoken words I knew she could hear I believe, But her lips are sealed, I am stuck in a moment I cant get out of Time stands still in this moment that I cant get out of Constant quarrel amongst the heart and the mind  While The soul within deciphered all the signs Two hearts enjoined to hold on forever The unforgettable truth , I knew she waited for I believed, but her lips are sealed , stuck in a moment I cant get out of Time stands still in this moment i cant get out of !   But in our moment I can catch hold of time And make this moment live forever Moment , we are all moments in time, And her lips are sealed in this moment I cant get out of 
Read more

ETERNAL KID

I am an eternal kid I don’t know whats right or wrong What to let go , to what to hold on What to do, in this world of given what to express and what to hide cant keep my emotions in a lid I am an eternal kid I don’t understand what you mean I just believe what is seen In every word you will say I believe As life is based on truth and honesty Cant decipher what you hid I am an eternal kid I like the stars and the sun The freedom they portray is what I want I like the hills and the rivers Natural beauty Is what I crave for I like to be senseless in all that makes sense Love Is instilled in everything that I did I am an eternal kid Smile encompasses my aura with innocence in the mid I am an eternal kid
Read more