as i lay dying

                                            AS I LAY DYING

As I lay dying     
Looking for those last words to speak ,
And that special hand to hold
As I lay dying
Is there a spectacle to behold
of all that I ignored
As I lay dying
 hearing the last words Of their  wisdom,
 is there still something I could know?
As I lay dying
Breathing hard to breathe again
Believing I still can make a difference
As I lay dying
Trying hard to walk again
Forgiving life that gave me so much pain
As I lay dying
Still, motionless, with my eyes closed
In anguish , I plead with my soul
As I lay dying
Thoughts flash across my brain,
My entire life just passed through in a matter of few seconds
Some people entered, so many people left
The story, whose chapters I just read
But those moments were so much longer
The feelings so much intense
Was it just an exaggerated melodrama
 I just lived in a few seconds ?
As I lay dying contemplating
How far did I reach? How further could i go?  
All my life I had been running
For  what? I still don’t know
To reach that unprecedented destination
A rigorous never ending marathon,
I just sprinted in a few seconds ?

As I lay dying
Thinking of what was, what is and what will be
 what I did when I was living, is that what you do when you are dead?
As i lay dying
When was I alive? When will I be dead ?
As I lay dying
What is life ? and what is death?


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