the space between

the space between : I am Brahman

this poem is dedicated to the almighty god, known as brahm in hinduism , who dwells inside all of us, as atman  which makes us all one without a second. aham brahmasmi I am the creator, I am the begining I am the breath, in all of creation I am the immovable, and everything that moves i am still yet i infuse I am light, i am the darkness, I am right, i am the madness, I am pleasure, i am pain, I am Constant, yet i diffuse I am the heart, and i am the  head I am the black, yes i am the red, I am the body, and i am the bones I am the depth, and i am the shores I am the space , i am the time, I am the music, and i am the rhyme, I am the senses, i am the sensed I am the dry, and i am the drenched I am the mountains, i am the land I am the rocks, and i am the sand I am the past, i am the present I am the occasional, yet i am incessant, I am the hatred, i am the love, I am the tiger, yet i am the  dove, I am the s...

the space between : eternal love is eternal bliss

when love transcends the boundaries of physicality and the senses, it reaches the level of the soul, wherein you realize and experience that what you had been craving for externally was always within you, this poem talks about the same journey of experience. also not to forget that love is divine walking at my own pace, i couldnt notice the tears, the sorrow, the pain i gave to peers running towards my goals, goals i never found, treaded with watchful eyes, with my soul full of fears sleeping to my mistakes, procrastinating what my heart should face, waking from my dream , i seek thee i look for thee i searched every nook and corner, i searched foreign lands, i travelled every river , every mountain on this land i spoke with every stranger, i begged from every man i called out your name every morning, i whispered to you every plan my love i look for thee, i seek thee i went to every temple, i bowed at every mosque, i sat at every shrine, i asng at every church ...

the space between : DOORS

while you waited for me to open my door, my mind said just wait some more we were walking together on the sidewalks , away from the lights away from the havenots, you pushed me aside, somebody on the road, i hit the board while i wait for you to step on my door, my heart says, you will wait some more we used to talk for hours on the phone, skipping our time, ignoring our chores now, a knock at your door and you could talk no more, i felt so sore while i wait for you to close my door my soul says, wait some more as we drifted away from each other,sulking away with nothing to share, as i held out my hand,for one last encore, you walked away, the world will know  i fell to the floor while i wait for you to break through the door, your mind says, you aint so sure while i try to open your door, i fall on the floor, there is no door!!!!

I was holding on to myself , scared to face the of weight of your words and expectations, the outcome makes me wait I was only telling myself there is way too much at stake. hold on till you fathom, how much more you can take I was waiting on higher sands, looking down at each brigade, egging on the lesser mortals, if they can ever reach me , I was only loving myself in love abandoned daze, sculpturing to reality, unseen lies of fate I was running faster than myself to leave destiny behind , crossing every hurdle with an eternal obscured mind they were only bringing themselves mirrors of their own reflecting perceptions , while i was happy looking sideways , so there eyes cant see me And when i make the mirror transparent, and look right in the eye, forgiving the past, believing the future and evolving my present , why does your love turn to hate ? where is my soulmate ? your love turns to hate ...