the space between

love is a curse that stops time and never lets you forget your past time is a notion, helps you console that everything will pass past is a vengeful enemy , that makes you regret who you are while future is the devil, you wish, to see, you wouldnt last death is the hard to achieve fantasy, you assume will bring everything to end god is the faith to perceive losses as more of wins you are the mystery , i have still failed to unlock i am the river, that just keeps on flowing on a lost, lonely path we are the two ends of an everlasting road, between us a distance that there is ever will the road bend to make the two ends meet ? such thoughts have no beginning, nor i know where they will end intelligence borrowed, body assumed, life conceived . to whom do these thoughts belong and what truth should i believe what you should i look for ? what else should i let go ? these thoughts alone constitute bondage, while i was forever free there was never me, there is no me !!!...

another day has passed, with me still feeling lost where am i headed? what should i do ? what should i achieve ? who should i go to? another night so vast, with my thoughts running fast why did i change? to be what i have become where did i go wrong , that changed your point of view another time in the past, a few years have elapsed why did i believe? in every thought you knew nobody wants me , Darling, where are you ? another dream that didn't last, my memory has collapsed struggling to begin the race, i used to lead Now, what would i want ? when i don't know what i need what more do i say ? word's left very few  My life's come to an end, while you start something new ...

deep within my soul there is nothing but the two of us, together , forever Deep within my soul i can see the hills, by the river, yellow daisies scenting the horizon when i hold your hand to kiss, you envelope my arms as you close your eyes there is no fear, no insecurity of separation Nothing else but the two of us deep within my soul together forever the land with its people and scarcity time and existence and diversity becomes no more a part of me when i look deep inside, i find just the two of us within ,  with the sun shining upon us there is nothing in between , The sun sets, moon light shines upon you, all i can see is every bit of  your skin as it holds me , time has stopped, existence derailed , the shadows disappear and everything comes to an end . in this picture of us together, forever deep within my soul 

As i wake up to another day , As i sit up and breathe again All the time, i have been alone in bed, all the time, you have been gone away i have been trying to learn , all the things you asked me to, and every moment i get closer so you know the truth is i miss you so !!! As i walk past those roads again where i stumbled, and you held me, as i do all the things we did watching the sun set and getting wet in the rain i have been trying to walk alone, the roads you wanted to and every time i don't know where to go the truth is i miss you so As i smile to what is said thinking of the way you would say to me when they ask me why i am alone yet? i just smile, saying, god will bring it back to me but when i retire alone in bed with tears down my eyes, wondering when you will hold me As i ponder, where you are? Imagining you next to me, with your hand through my hair I have been trying to feel alive, though i know i am just dead i shouldn't have let you ...

Where do i go from here? where would i end? No matter how fast i run, i will come back to from where i begin How do i do whats right ? what is his plan ? No matter what i believe, what seemed right then is now a sin. What do i seek from life ? what would i earn ? No matter what i gain , death consumes, all that's left is within So let me be by your side To bring this all to end No matter i live or i die, its only you that i want There is no fear, there is no time to which i will succumb i may live or i may die, its only you that i want So when i die, for the love that was mine i will be born again and again to see if love can win my love can win let me be by your side.. Love is all there is within...

this year and the years to come  may you evolve like a flower and shine like the sun  it may be this life or lives to come  may you realize the truth and have regrets none. may you believe in urself, may you forgive all the rest  may you become so strong, your patience even pain cant test  may you spread love and cheer, and give more than you get  may they let you live , the way you be them let  may I be there to hold all ur tears in this life and the next  and the bond we share, binds us till all of us exist  may i be there for you, always and forever  not only this life , but our souls die never  i bless you with serenity, i bless you with love ,  we may not be very near , but we are never too far .. 

i tried and tried, till i could fight no more  i burnt and burnt, the "me" of which i was so sure  i changed and changed, till 'you' appeared in me  i am lost, but will i ever cry again ? i chased and chased, till your dreams became mine  i waited and waited, till i lost all sense of time  i hoped , i hoped, rejoicing all mundane  i Try, but will i ever cry again ?  i hold, i hold,all this that comes to an end  i build, i build, huge castles from the sand  i seek, i seek , life, but all in vain   i love,but will i ever cry again ? i cried and cried, till the tears fell no more i sulked and sulked, waiting for you at the door i thought and thought why?, till the mind could feel no pain i am still alive, but will i ever cry again ?