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the fear within

Let me breathe, let it sink in Demons of the past or unpredictability of the future when all I do is live in the present then what brings it out the fear within all is one and one is all the incarnations of the mind or the reality of the soul constant perseverance to stop me from thinking it still creates doubts the fear within with nothing to achieve and nothing to conquer the love of the body or the energy of the master seclusion was the only way to win the unwarranted lies of the fear within love for all and all for love knowledge of the unseen and truth of existence when all I strive for is the eventual reunion then why am I lost in this fear within  

every you and every me

Once the supreme suddenly realized Its too lonely being the only life Let me think of the land, water, fire and air And bring forth creation and the atmosphere Then it thought why is it just me ? Let me assume the “you” and the “we” All these divisions , and these diversifications Made the original “ ME” submerge into oblivion Who would believe? That an act of intelligence Will render chaos, Confusion and obstruction Now who cares what happens to the “you” and the “we” All that matters is the “mine” and the “me” . The law of survival had three essentials Water, food and air that we breathe Creator created all in abundance And land to walk on was available free What can I call my own? What should I leave ? Tell me what belongs to you and what belongs to me ? With millions starving, how can it suffice? Ignoring their misery, all of “us” We feed What piece of land I build as my home? With thousand homeless and sleeping on ...

when will i be dead ?

Nothing in this world seems real Nothing in this world interests me what can I do with my own will every moment I am alive seems like an eternity where was I headed and where have I been led cant find no happiness and nothing makes me sad When will I be dead ? Oh Lord ! whats the point of this creation ? On top of that you created me All is divided in terms of color, into nations Where is your abode , I could never see Every moment in this world seems like an eternity What should I want and what is it that I need ? I thought with my heart , could never think with my head When will I be dead ? Whats in store tomorrow ? and what occurred in the past ? where can it take me ? what should I achieve that lasts with every smile and with every tear down my eyes My body reacts or someone cries inside of me I am not sure of who I am , whats my identity ? Every moment in this world seems like an eternity Am I plain ignorant? or am I just too well read god ! how l...

if only i could cry ?

i am all alone, in this world all by myself, fighting to survive noone knows what i have been through noone even tries why?? i smile,with tears beneath my eyes but if only i could cry you left me, with nothing to hold onto and i gave up on all things that brought me this far all alone ,trying to bring out the best in me they say what a nice guy why?? i smile, with tears beneath my eyes but if only i could cry i dont know where i am going dont know where you are gone alone, i get up everyday and alone i sleep at night noone's by my side why?? i smile, with tears beneath my eyes but if only i could cry its me and your love that i behold there is nothing else that i can feel its alone i have lived its alone that i would die why? i smile with tears beneath my eyes but if only i could cry

in the sadness of love i was after

aah what an interesting story from where i started and where i have reached among the smiles, among the laughter in the sadness of love i was after through the ravines of changes me meandered till the end to win? free falling to the ground, god ! what a crafter in the sadness of love i was after the lovely green pastures elude desert of emptiness within flowing through the river of life like a rafter in the sadness of love i was after on the twin sides of past and the future lie the domains of the rights and the wrongs stuck in the present of the promise i asked her in the sadness of love i was after from the warmth of the lamp by me she vanished out of the horizon one day by this cliche called time i lost her in the sadness of love i was after in the arms of another i found her in the sadness of love i was after by the wish of the merciful master all i have left is memories in the sadness of love i was after 

there is no me !!

love is a curse that stops time and never lets you forget your past time is a notion, helps you console that everything will pass past is a vengeful enemy , that makes you regret who you are while future is the devil, you wish, to see, you wouldnt last death is the hard to achieve fantasy, you assume will bring everything to end god is the faith to perceive losses as more of wins you are the mystery , i have still failed to unlock i am the river, that just keeps on flowing on a lost, lonely path we are the two ends of an everlasting road, between us a distance that there is ever will the road bend to make the two ends meet ? such thoughts have no beginning, nor i know where they will end intelligence borrowed, body assumed, life conceived . to whom do these thoughts belong and what truth should i believe what you should i look for ? what else should i let go ? these thoughts alone constitute bondage, while i was forever free there was never me, there is no me !!!...

where are you ???

another day has passed, with me still feeling lost where am i headed? what should i do ? what should i achieve ? who should i go to? another night so vast, with my thoughts running fast why did i change? to be what i have become where did i go wrong , that changed your point of view another time in the past, a few years have elapsed why did i believe? in every thought you knew nobody wants me , Darling, where are you ? another dream that didn't last, my memory has collapsed struggling to begin the race, i used to lead Now, what would i want ? when i don't know what i need what more do i say ? word's left very few  My life's come to an end, while you start something new ...