the space between

the space between : DOORS

while you waited for me to open my door, my mind said just wait some more we were walking together on the sidewalks , away from the lights away from the havenots, you pushed me aside, somebody on the road, i hit the board while i wait for you to step on my door, my heart says, you will wait some more we used to talk for hours on the phone, skipping our time, ignoring our chores now, a knock at your door and you could talk no more, i felt so sore while i wait for you to close my door my soul says, wait some more as we drifted away from each other,sulking away with nothing to share, as i held out my hand,for one last encore, you walked away, the world will know  i fell to the floor while i wait for you to break through the door, your mind says, you aint so sure while i try to open your door, i fall on the floor, there is no door!!!!

I was holding on to myself , scared to face the of weight of your words and expectations, the outcome makes me wait I was only telling myself there is way too much at stake. hold on till you fathom, how much more you can take I was waiting on higher sands, looking down at each brigade, egging on the lesser mortals, if they can ever reach me , I was only loving myself in love abandoned daze, sculpturing to reality, unseen lies of fate I was running faster than myself to leave destiny behind , crossing every hurdle with an eternal obscured mind they were only bringing themselves mirrors of their own reflecting perceptions , while i was happy looking sideways , so there eyes cant see me And when i make the mirror transparent, and look right in the eye, forgiving the past, believing the future and evolving my present , why does your love turn to hate ? where is my soulmate ? your love turns to hate ... 

A Dialogue between God & His Devotee... GOD: What took you so long to reach me? Devotee: I tried to find you all over the world, you were nowhere to be seen. I climbed every mountain, I even climbed Kailash Parvat, I visited each and every holy city, from Rishikesh to Mecca and Medina, I crossed every ocean and visited every holy place and pilgrimage around the planet. I met all the famous yogies, saints and holy men of repute. I took many a dip in the holy Ganges but you were nowhere to be found. GOD: Then how did you find me? Devotee: When I did not find You after visiting all these places, I gave up the chase because you were no where to be found or seen. GOD: I am very curious, how did you finally find me? Devotee: Then one day I found the most beautiful girl on this planet and fell heads and heels in love with her. But alas! she did not love me. She spurned my advances and let me down. My love for her was so pure and divine that it transcended human limitations and boundari...

yesterday i was lost in the sands of ignorance, now i am sailing across the ocean of love, believing, today i might be sailing alone, but tomorrow, your hands will be holding mine..

You have no idea how hard I've looked for a gift to bring You. Nothing seemed right. What's the point of bringing gold to the gold mine, or water to the ocean. Everything I came up with was like taking spices to the Orient. It's no good giving my heart and my soul because you already have these. So I've brought you a mirror. Look at yourself and remember me.

the space between : never could i replace the time : never could i replace the time  i spent with you , i was at my prime  we met each other amongst a forest of bushes  the way your eyes spark...