the space between

the space between : DOORS

while you waited for me to open my door, my mind said just wait some more we were walking together on the sidewalks , away from the lights away from the havenots, you pushed me aside, somebody on the road, i hit the board while i wait for you to step on my door, my heart says, you will wait some more we used to talk for hours on the phone, skipping our time, ignoring our chores now, a knock at your door and you could talk no more, i felt so sore while i wait for you to close my door my soul says, wait some more as we drifted away from each other,sulking away with nothing to share, as i held out my hand,for one last encore, you walked away, the world will know  i fell to the floor while i wait for you to break through the door, your mind says, you aint so sure while i try to open your door, i fall on the floor, there is no door!!!!

I was holding on to myself , scared to face the of weight of your words and expectations, the outcome makes me wait I was only telling myself there is way too much at stake. hold on till you fathom, how much more you can take I was waiting on higher sands, looking down at each brigade, egging on the lesser mortals, if they can ever reach me , I was only loving myself in love abandoned daze, sculpturing to reality, unseen lies of fate I was running faster than myself to leave destiny behind , crossing every hurdle with an eternal obscured mind they were only bringing themselves mirrors of their own reflecting perceptions , while i was happy looking sideways , so there eyes cant see me And when i make the mirror transparent, and look right in the eye, forgiving the past, believing the future and evolving my present , why does your love turn to hate ? where is my soulmate ? your love turns to hate ... 

A Dialogue between God & His Devotee... GOD: What took you so long to reach me? Devotee: I tried to find you all over the world, you were nowhere to be seen. I climbed every mountain, I even climbed Kailash Parvat, I visited each and every holy city, from Rishikesh to Mecca and Medina, I crossed every ocean and visited every holy place and pilgrimage around the planet. I met all the famous yogies, saints and holy men of repute. I took many a dip in the holy Ganges but you were nowhere to be found. GOD: Then how did you find me? Devotee: When I did not find You after visiting all these places, I gave up the chase because you were no where to be found or seen. GOD: I am very curious, how did you finally find me? Devotee: Then one day I found the most beautiful girl on this planet and fell heads and heels in love with her. But alas! she did not love me. She spurned my advances and let me down. My love for her was so pure and divine that it transcended human limitations and boundari...

yesterday i was lost in the sands of ignorance, now i am sailing across the ocean of love, believing, today i might be sailing alone, but tomorrow, your hands will be holding mine..

You have no idea how hard I've looked for a gift to bring You. Nothing seemed right. What's the point of bringing gold to the gold mine, or water to the ocean. Everything I came up with was like taking spices to the Orient. It's no good giving my heart and my soul because you already have these. So I've brought you a mirror. Look at yourself and remember me.

the space between : never could i replace the time : never could i replace the time  i spent with you , i was at my prime  we met each other amongst a forest of bushes  the way your eyes spark...

Maybe there is a star somewhere in the clouds above That shines so bright, from a distance you can notice its light, you know it gets dark where the planets live, A streak of light passing throguh could be noticed within Light is happiness, darkness is hate, The planets seem divided, till light surfaces their shades, I was a planet, lost in space, lost in time, The only thing close, seemed far somewhere on cloud nine, i was surrounded by clouds, plagued by rain, battered by the cold, The warmth of the light, the serene of the rays, the beauty of the rainbow was a memory i wanted to call mine. lingering on with no rhyme, no reason to believe my clogged space, my bed, my thoughts, my life was my destiny.. Maybe, the angels, the fairies, the stories do exist.. On my table, in my solitude, a ray shone through... to my surprise, it turned into a wide spectrum, encompassing my misery, revealing my size, vanishing my tottering belief... IT was an angel, i...

Yesterday, when the time was young and ripe As I took my first few steps towards life Feelings were sold and surviving was fair My soul never shivered for all the smiles that I dared Sin was joyous, the voice was rude Skin was beautiful, mind had an attitude Time never mattered, dreams never shared Skill was present, but shapes never fared Today, as the run begins for a major identity I am seemingly lost in what’s in within me Mind over matter, or the heart should rule Everything’s given, or is there something to prove? Shining alone, or appreciating one’s needs Waiting for love, or invading free Dividing the illusions, and seeing what’s real Or making conclusions, depending on a fair deal Shaping things to suit my zest, Or innovating surprises to entertain the rest Tomorrow seems foregone, Change is what I need Another time, another day, another life, another me All so dubious, all is so scary If the present is so haunting, the future cou...

When the world smiles, and I do what none likes, Tell me this time would it be on same lines, Cos I feel this one is worse than before but It still is something, at least something, Cos I try out aloud and I keep it all found Its something, can I be something? Towards the life of severe hard times Enter the mind of rusted intertwined's You feel you worked out the way to be known But when you fail at all times and you feel none finds You doing something, you did something Its worse than before but it sure is something more than something At least its something, To be heard out, and finally searched out for something Can I be something? Falling down alone to the way of interpose Does it make sense or you feel its out of prose At least its something, Well is it something? Cos I try out aloud and I feel you have a doubt About it being something, And when the world just rejects, the way your life met with something And the time is all out and you know you want to surpass this something...

As I move ahead in life, alone Something which I have always done To be alone, be a loner, But this time it seems a little different This time I had thought that things were there to stay Maybe I, maybe you in between lost our way Well life has to go on, but the memories do stay Things have to roll on but trust is not in the right place Emotions still steam along but now you are afraid Worries keep growing on, but nobody cares to pray, Love has now become the clay pot without the clay Its good to be lonely, its good to be free It sucks to be a phony; it hurts to be somebody's kitchen garden's tree People come, people go, you are left to wonder why you are alone? People love, people hate then why you are the one left to moan? Seasons change, people change, why on earth do you remain the same Reasons change, dreams change, the question is are you insane? Hearts break, promises lack? Is stability a thing of the past? Nervous freaks, lusty tricks? Why the hell could "we"...

The day ends with a smile on my face..     Some words exchanged , some thought over and three words surfaced     Its been long since i could be myself ,     The whole world, me and the life we all entail     All of the yesterdays seem so lost in time     When we are here , together, and ready to share     We think alike, though we believe different     We feel we do, but never get any inference     We dream the valleys , but get lost in the plain     Yes we embrace, but are not quite ready to face     We all have our stories , we all have our pains ,     Its confidence instilled, you, me, us that saves the day …     Lets begin a new endeavour , let not me fail today     Let us put an end to this derail , we are here to stay with grace     I praise , I praise …     For all that is ignorant, for all that is insignificant     Let m...

Strange as the star's life is a shark When it hits you it hits you hard or it leaves you to your own rewards The rewards are low and the price is high A man surrenders to his own demise A certain wind of change sweeps you away From the life you could have lived for just another day Just another day for eternity Another day to serenity The day till the reckoning Of man’s own personality Room for the loved and space for the free Life is as vast as our very own sea Everyone walks the long road to hell  Some are lost and some might find seashells A way to be, and a way to behave, you lose you mind and become life’s own slave When you don’t know what seems to be the path, and on life’s own road you make yourself lay  Then is the time to live for yourself for just another day Just another day for calm, another day for peace  Another day for someone to make his life tree shaded with beautiful leaves Looking for heaven but lost in outer space  You start fighting with life a...

never could i replace the time  i spent with you , i was at my prime  we met each other amongst a forest of bushes  the way your eyes sparkled i got lost within  through the dark shades your eyes revealed the beauty that i saw , the heart that i could feel  never could i replace the time  i spent with you, you seemed so much mine  in between all the people, within all the sounds  the way i could hear you, so clear and so loud  as we got nearer, your lips became so clear the kiss i cold swallow, the smile to bring cheer  never could i replace the time  i spent with you, i was flying  time brought the troubles, trust brought in the fear  your words soothed the pain , your touch brought me near  the maze of demands, the question of peers  you showed me , what love is oh my dear!! never could i replace the time  we spent together , we both were trying  the genes brought in the bottle , the drink made me se...

Reach Definitely it ended before it started You must think it wasn't me There are times when you feel so weak Nothing in this world is as close as it seems I know it is difficult to believe But its there for all to see Yeah believe I didn't reach yes I didn't reach Know it surpassed before it could be accomplished In my mind I thought it was complete Easily understood falsely undertook Nowhere on this land it stuck to be proved You must think how could I change Stoop down, hurt me inside all the same But its for you to see Believe me I couldn't leave I couldn't leave Know I'd survive to meander along But in my heart I lived The bullet proof eyes the rosy face The childish smile the freakish grace Know you must think how could I surrender To life , to love in a whisper I still wonder But its for you to see Believe me believe me But I didn't achieve, yes I didn't achieve It all fell away and I am...